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Posted Tuesday, March 13, 2007 // 10:25 AM

FRIDAY(9/3)
a terrible day.

had trng, and halfway through, coach made us gather around and that's when the tragedy started. he said that he wanted our team to score more, so have to strengthen the doubles. and apparently, i was the only one that wasnt playing that well, not up to coach's expectations. so coach said that he will be letting leckhui play doubles with kristine, and i will play singles. we were all still okay at that point, but after coach dismissed us, leckhui started crying.

i was still trng halfway, and when i saw leckhui cried, i started to think that it was all my fault. i caused leckhui to be playing doubles now, im totally a jerk. to think when i was young, i still hoped that i could play singles.

but now, all i knew is that i didnt want to play singles anymore. So i started crying, but jasper( trng me) didnt notice, and made me continue playing. When he finally stopped trng me, i went into the door at the back of the basement and started crying out loud. well, at least no one noticed that i was missing or wat.
thks to tricia fongzhi malan and oli for cheering me up.
After trng, i was totally not in the mood for talent time. trish cheered me up and told me that leckhui cried not because she couldnt play singles, but that she was afraid that she might implicate kristine. well, after hearing that, at least i felt a bit better. went ahead with the others to bathe, then we went 7 eleven to have our dinner.

talent time was quite fun, except the part where the yu le guy sang totally out of tune but got second while stephanie leng sang wonderfully but got third. so unfair.

SUNDAY (11/3)

met up with the b girls at 5 and waited for leckhui to come. A few bus 16 past by us, yet leckhui havent reach the bus stop where we were waiting for her. haha, then when leckhui reached, a bus 16 soon came and we saw it. yet, we were so engrossed in talking that we forgot to flag the bus:( so it went ZOOM past us. In the end we decided to take bus 31 and walked into sunsports instead.
As expected, we got thrashed by safra. the worst thing was that, the first doubles from safra who were like in their fifties didnt even let us win a few balls, they just kept smacking. like, so not gentlemanly. lol, what a normal guy would do is at least let the girls win a few balls right.
After the match, we went to kfc to eat. And on the way there, we were super estatic; running after coach's car and stuff.
But soon, when coach started to mention about leckhui being doubles and me being singles, i felt damn emo. argh. it's all my fault la, if i had played properly, coach wouldnt have made leckhui doubles. and now, i dont think i can play properly in singles either. there are many many things that i havent learnt about singles, im simply not prepared yet. i dont want to play singles, but i have to now. it's not within my means to decide whether i shld play singles or doubles. if only i had played better. i didnt want to play singles! i dont want to be the redundant singles that coach mentioned. the singles that served no purpose whether she wins or lose. coach says, it's the doubles that's more important. i hate myself.
I was damn tired after eating, but fongzhi was still doing her hw, and nobody wants to go. so i just walked out of kfc by myself.
Saw turtle monkey watermelon and their gang , then they waited for me and we walked to the bus stop together. Their stupid jokes kind of cheered me up, haha. thks guys.
There wasnt any bus at the bus stop that i could take home, so i tried flagging for a taxi. Flagged damn long until fongzhi and the others came, yet no taxi was available. Gave up soon and walked with them opposite and tried flagging for taxi, but even until all of them were gone, no taxi was in sight.
It was getting damn late and my mother called me to tell me that i could take 31, so i went back opposite-.- tried flagging for taxi again cause 31 was damn long. all the taxis that were not hired didnt stop, or were changing their shifts alrdy. finally, i flagged a taxi. the uncle was quite nice, asking about table tennis and stuff.

argh, i got to go bathe now, going to sing k box(:

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