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Posted Monday, March 19, 2007 // 10:04 PM
have been damn sick these few days, so couldnt blog at all.first, it's the stupid singles thing that's bothering me. and now, it's the sickness. like wth, wat did i do to deserve this. havent i been good enough, helping everyone, treating them damn well yet all i get back is their selfishness. i hate it when they are just being self centred. got a fever after the gathering with table tennis pple. the gathering was damn fun(: then stayed at home the whole night and got a fever just like that. didnt go for trng the next day and went to uncle's house to play with the kids. mayb because of the running while playing catching, i got a higher fever:( my head was like super pain the next morning. argh. then again, today was school. rahh. looked forward to the trng cause tmr's the comp! and im totally not playing well in singles, i cant jump properly. like wat else can i do la, i cant play singles,i cant play doubles. i might as well stop playing. it's like now i play doubles, once i do something wrong, my partner will look at me with the 'you are so dumb' or 'tsk' look. i cant help feeling damn useless. my dumb legs just doesnt want to move no matter how hard i try. i dont even dare to smack now, for fear that my partner might get pissed with me or sth. i'd better play properly and get over with the nationals. i feel damn nervous, argh. i want doubles back. but i just cant do it now. |
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