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Posted Wednesday, October 29, 2008 // 8:41 PM
Arr, I hate csas now.Partly because of the teacher because she talks to us like we're little kids and she's quite naggy. And because we have to do an impromtu speech in a few months timel. Yes yes, I hate public speaking a lot because I really really cant speak to an audience without chattering and stammering. Stage fright. Arr. As if I havent had enough of it during table tennis comps. Well, the teacher named us a few fears during the lesson: fear of public speaking, fear of not being loved etc. She asked us what was the rank of fear of public speaking, and of course, it was the highest ranking. Then it dawned on me. Fear of not being loved. I dare say that Im not afraid of many stuff, cockroaches, death, plus many other things that girls are usually afraid of. But when the teacher mentioned 'fear of not being loved', deep down I admitted that this was one of my greatest fears. Im afraid of being forgotten. Afraid that I wont be remembered if I die one day. It's just the emptiness. Sigh, and Im reminiscing about the past again! About the days in Sec school, NYJC pae. Yeah, when I reminisce, I take out my whole box of letters I've received from my friends in my whole life, and read them one by one. A great way of bringing myself back to the past, I guess. I wish humans(homo sapiens in scientific terms, a phrase we learnt in BMic) dont have any feelings. |
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