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Posted Tuesday, January 29, 2008 // 5:35 PM

YEAH(: Im not thinking about my O level results anymore cause from now on, im gonna buck up even more:D

I didnt went trng yesterday cause i brought everything except my bat. LOL, damn stupid of me.
Spent the whole day trying to organise an OG outing but most of them either cant make it or didnt even bother to reply.

Really funny and interesting bus ride today morning on the way to nyjc. We were on the bus talking happily away when i wiped the corner of my eye with my fingers. And my contact lens dropped out ( only one side). Luckily it was still on my fingers, so i tried to put it back into my eye again. THEN it dropped again. This time i didnt see where it dropped to, so amanda and suet hui started helping me to look for it. We searched for around 5 or 10 minutes but to no avail. We checked on the seat, on my bag, on ourselves, on our butts but it was nowhere to be seen.
Then when amanda got up her seat, i found the contact lens all squashed up on the seat she was sitting on. Hahaha. In the end i had to make do with my eye drops to clean my lens cause i didnt bring my solution with me.

Hope i can still stay in NY for JAE, im doing rather well in there, at least better than in CCHMS i think. The JC's life rather fun, though there's always lots of breaks in between my lessons resulting in me having nothing to do. The people are really heartwarming and enthusiastic. But i hope that's not just the facade of ny, i really dont want to regret when i get into ny and find out that it's like not suitable for me.
NY ROCKS(:

Posted Thursday, January 24, 2008 // 4:59 PM

For a moment, i thought i fell into an endless bottomless pit.
I was totally disappointed, depressed, whatsoever. But I had already expected that outcome, i knew i wont do well for o levels, so i guess i wasnt VERY VERY upset.

At least i didnt breakdown when i received the results. Yeah, i know im not really good at this kind of academics stuff, and im really sick of it. But being hardworking and attentive in class did bring me somewhere. Although i wasnt really smart and all, i tried to do my best, to surpass others, to prove that im not stupid at all. I was afraid that people will look down on me. I had to be smart, materialistic and be a hypocrite so i wont feel useless and inferior . So I pretended. Pretended that im good, pretended that 'oh, im in double science. Im not stupid'. What did i get in the end? Only more disappointment. A loser is a loser after all. No point acting to be a smarty.
DOUBLE SCIENCE, what's so good. I still cant do well , might as well just go combined. In the end, even combined ppl do better than me. Okay, i appealed in my sec sch by table tennis, i got looked down at, and this time i got such lousy results again. I REALLY DONT WANT TO GET LOOKED DOWN AT.
What am I ? just a useless heap of rubbish who only knows how to do empty talk but cant do well.

I broke down when LeckHui told me she didnt do well for her A maths and i said i did even worse. Seeing others being happy and all really made me feel even worse. 'Hey, how much did you get?' and i'll reply,' VERY LOUSY. 14'. And they'll go, 'OH'. Now i know what's the feeling of being such a loser. Even those who did even lousier than me in prelims surpassed me. Gosh, arent I really stupid or what. Fancy doing even worse than prelims. What a joke.

JOKE OF THE DAY: I DID EVEN WORSE THAN PRELIMS. haha

Posted Tuesday, January 22, 2008 // 8:08 PM

O levels results are going to be out this thurs! Like it's really very fast. Everyone's quite afraid of the day as it's getting nearer and nearer. I guess im quite afraid too, i have some kind of feeling that i wont do very well. Hope at least can stay in NYJC ba. Lazy to change the environment since im already used to it.
Yeah and another thing. Im wearing contacts! Only for a month i guess. Cause my degrees's really high and astigma's high so it's kinda ex. Mayb i will ask my mother if i can wear contacts permanently after the trial period if i really like wearing it. But im still not used to it, it's really dry and i cant see properly sometimes.
We had around 4 table tennis trngs these few weeks and it was quite fun except for the days when Qin jiao lian wasnt there cause the other coach was really slack. Im contemplating of joining others ccas cause of the others who are always persuading me to join other ccas and not just paly table tennis all my life cause it's quite boring.

Well i guess that's all for today, will blog some other time when im free.

Posted Friday, January 11, 2008 // 1:56 PM

Rahhhh~
This week was rather relaxing since we only had lectures and no tutorials. There were lots of breaks in between different lectures so as to accomodate to everyone's combination of subjects, and no ccas yet, so school ended at 12 plus or 1 everyday(: Well, i guess im kind of starting to like this school already. The people here are really nice, the campus is new and there's lots of facilities, the teachers are wonderful! Yet im still hesitating 'Cause my original dream jc was TJC, but sadly, i couldnt get in.
But oh well, since im quite adapted to the new environment already, i dont really want to make any more changes, so i think i'll most likely stay put in nanyang for JAE. Got to know quite a lot of friends from my OG and stuff and the lectures are not so boring, so all i can say is that it's a really enjoyable experience!
And im still taking Bio chem Maths and Chinese lit, which is similar to what i took in CCHMS, hopefully i can really do well though lots of teachers make it sound really tough in NYJC. We're starting seminars and tutorials next week! Which means i get to see less of my other friends who arent taking same combi as me, so it's kind of sad.
Got to print my tutorial stuff now!

Posted Saturday, January 5, 2008 // 5:03 PM

Just finished three days of orientation, overall it was quite fun.
I wasnt really used to not having the usual few classmates around me on the first day, so i spent my whole day missing them and cchms, didnt really enjoyed that day.
Got better on the second day, we went sentosa for some race thing and it was really awesome. Stayed there until around 6 plus cause after the race, we had an eye candy competition. Leckhui and I went for dinner at Vivo after that.
On the last day of orientation,we did lots of cheers to prepare us for the cheering competition with other olympians at night. Played water games too but we werent really wet. I think the best part was the dancing and disco part. We all got really high and jumped throughout. Haha. Few of our OG members then went for supper at AMK hub but in the end, we girls didnt eat anything because we were like really really tired. Sat at KFC a while then we left for our homes. Xinyi and i took 135 but we slept on the bus and missed our stop and just nice reach parkway then i woke up and we got down to take other bus. Argh, so i reached home only at 12.

Slept until1pm today to replace all the sleep i lost past few days(:

happy new year

Posted Tuesday, January 1, 2008 // 12:19 AM

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE(:
Hope we'll all have a really great year ahead.
And hope all my wishes do come true(:

Really great to spend the last day of christmas with my friends(: Invited Leckhui Shujun june tricia and suet hui to come over to my house to play nintendo wii. And they were my guinea pigs for my spaghetti sauce that I cooked using Auntie Ninfa's (Leckhui's maid) recipe. But tricia and suet hui had to go a while after lunch to bugis, leaving the four of us playing wii. we were like really having lots of fun completing the wario game. Like some bunch of idiots hitting the air cause wii's something virtual. Haha, but i think we enjoyed it a lot(:

Didnt go out to countdown or what 'cause we dont really like to squeeze among crowds.
Haha, once again, HAPPY 2008 to everyone

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