Posted Wednesday, May 13, 2009 // 11:56 PM
mayb the problem lies with me, and not with others.I really hate being a perfectionist sometimes, and it's a personality created in me that I cant change. Being a perfectionist, I tend to label people when I first meet them. And I know, somehow, whether this stranger is worth befriending, whether I can click with him or her. It's like the new people I meet go through quality checks in my head. And those who dont make it, I can totally just ignore them and show disinterest. Im funny. Because im a perfectionist, I pick on other's shortcomings, and I turn a blind eye to their good traits. I trampled on others' good intentions, I was insensitive, I neglected their feelings. And im always scolding my younger sis, and labelling people for being selfish, when Im ironically, the selfish one. I know im not perfect, yet I still want others to be perfect. When can I really learn? learn to not be superficial, not be selfish, not be insensitive? I never learn, never. |
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