This post is meant for someone who had been part of my life in poly,
FOR LEVON TEO QIYUN((:

She wrote this in her blog, something which really really touched me, and at the same time, made me laugh hard:

"im sure prestosim will see this. HAHA. anyway presto. i suddenly thought of you today and i decided to post something for you.
I'm nice right! i realised i didn't thank you before, not at all, for what you've done for me.

Thank you for the 心情日记you made for me. Though it's late, but i understand and felt your sincerity. it definitely comes from the bottom of your heart i know.

Thank you for always be there to listen to my nonsense even though you couldn't really help.

Thank you for always for not making any comment even though some times i know you have a lot to say but couldn't really do so.

Thank you for always helping me, for every little things, including to offer help to take my stuffs.
Yes i know i look damn clumsy. HAHA.

Sorry for always leaving you alone. i feel bad too, though you didn't say a word.

and lastly before i end this post. haha. i hope that you have gone to simlim square or funan IT mall to speed up your brain processor. :X"


I read your post, every sentence and every word. Clearly.

But I need to apologise to you first.

Im sorry for being slow, and I mean really slow, such that you have to explain to me patiently about some things slowly, repeatedly, until I finally go 'ORHHHH.'

Im sorry for not being able to help you when you are troubled, I know im not good at words. But deep down inside, I really really feel upset when I see you down, yet I feel so helpless.

Im sorry for pang-sehing you last week! I would have waited with you if you had asked me to stay.

Im sorry for not being able to share your burden, even though I feel tired and worried for you when you're all busy with orientation, week 0, VC stuff.

Now for the thanking part.

Thank you,

for trusting me, letting me into your secrets, even though you knew I will just answer 'orh, hmm, uhhh, ahhh.' Because im not good with words.

Thank you,

for tolerating my stupid actions and not acting as if you didnt know me.

Thank you,

for understanding that it's not that im nonchalant and ignorant about what you said, but because I really didnt know how to help when I really wanted to do so.


Thank you,

for accompanying me to Mensa because I love the grilled fish, though you didnt really want to eat at Mensa.

Thank you,

for not being superficial like what others are, and accepting me for the way I am.

Thank you,

for making me feel like im greatly treasured((:

Thank you,

as well as Aunty, for filling my days in poly with laughter and memories, and no regrets.

Im proud to say that im a friend of TEO QI YUN, the girl who had been really strong, lively and always brightening up others' lives and for always being straightforward and truthful.


and, I know I need to change my processor! But it's my slowness that always bring laughter to you, so i shant change it. hahaha.