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❝ why is a raven like a writing desk? ❞

Posted Thursday, November 5, 2009 // 9:06 PM

I was reading through my old posts after JT, bimb, qi and I talked about being twiits last time. And my younger and older sis were talking about autograph books yesterday cause my younger sis is graduating from pri school soon.

Cant believe how silly we were in the past. All the 'black', 'silver' 'gold' friends. And the poems page.
And how our messages always started with 'Thanks for letting me writing in your autograph book. Sorry for the untidy handwriting'. lol

Okay digressing.

Well, I came upon this. Done during CSAS1 in sem 1.1

Strengths
-Analytical
-Persistent
-Self-sacrificing
-Considerate
-Respectful
-Sensitive
-Planner
-Scheduled
-Orderly
-Faithful
-Loyal
-PERFECTIONIST

Weaknesses
-Fussy
-Inssecure
-Unpopular
-Hard to please
-Alienated
-Withdrawn
-Too sensitive
-Depressed
-Sceptical
-Loner
-Critical

Yeah I agree with the weaknesses part a lot. Im fussy indeed, I feel insecure all the time, im unpopular, and im ALIENATED!

Anyway im glad i read my very old posts..they really brought back lots of memories.

Qi was nice to remind me I should go chase after aunty if I wanted to walk home with her after Bpharm lec with her.
So I really went around finding her, What I really had in mind was to walk to the bus stop like we used to, even though it was just a short 10 minutes walk.

Yet once again, I was disappointed.
For a while, I was really ecstatic when I thought I could finally walk with her.
'My mother's fetching me.' she said.

And all my hopes just dropped within a second.

Nevertheless, I offered to accompany aunty to wait for her mother. Just to talk to her, even if it was just a short 5 minutes talk.

I only left when I saw her getting into the car.

And when I started walking to the bus stop, millions of signals and thoughts just went through my head.

Im trying really hard.

Do you even see and understand why im doing all this?

Why is it so tedious and difficult now to spend a little time with you when it was such an everyday thing in the past?

Yet, I cant give up. Not yet.

L, i hope you wont either.

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