Curious and Curiouser.

❝ why is a raven like a writing desk? ❞

Posted Tuesday, June 30, 2009 // 11:15 PM

kay mayb i shouldnt have posted our photos.
triggered loads of comments.

yeah we all changed! And I changed a lot.
Changed for the better i hope.

Sigh trng's been super late these two weeks and I havent been getting enough sleep. zzz.
Reaching home at like 12 when there's trng! Arr.

Freehand drawing today was quite boring, I was hoping time to pass faster. Queued in front of the teacher's table for very long before I got to show him my drawings and let him see how I can amend it. And we drew rough tonings of portraits, MINE IS UGLY. lol.

Anyway, halfway through freehand drawing, yellow msged me and she was upset about something, I got really worried. Sneaked out of class to call her and decided to meet her up after lessons since she was having driving lessons at ubi.

She made me super super worried.

Still had some bits and pieces of my drawings to amend so I stayed to complete them even though lessons ended. Rushed down to eunos to meet yellow.

Heard what she said.
Felt disappointed.
I didnt know what to say.

But oh well, guess she couldnt help it, and she felt quite unhappy about it too.
She accompanied me to suntec and waited with me till I met my younger sis and mother.
Hope you felt better((:

Then my mother, sis and I rushed down to suntec to meet my father.
My father kept hurrying us but he didnt say why.
And I found out why when we went to The Hour Glass at millenia walk to get a omega watch for my mother!

Woah, sure was pricey.
My mother said she will give it to me when she passes on. haha.

We had astons and big sis came along.
The beef bolognese I ordered wasnt very nice:(

Home after that!
Hope mummy recovers from her cough soon!
The way she cough, people may think it's H1N1.

Posted Sunday, June 28, 2009 // 6:47 PM

Just went out with Juno((: Asked her out last minute cause I wanted to get the charcoal chalk thing that we need for next freehand drawing lesson.

We went art-friend at bras besar! JUNE, you finally got to see what's bras besar((:

Went bugis to walk walk and June bought a jacket-cardigan and those kind of big big blouse thing. I bought a long sleeved shirt.

At mos burger

Left: June's iced milk tea Right: JJ's iced milk tea.
And JUNE COULDNT FINISH HER MILK TEA. I drank mine faster than hers, and I drank half of her milk tea for her.

Oh and june bought the everlast pumps I have((: Different colour though.

Aye I managed to chiong all my hw yesterday(((: Sense of accomplishment!
Think there's still some stuff to edit for fpath. See how.

Anyway, I forgot to announce my term test results. Not very good:((

AIMM: 36.5/50 (If section B isnt included, as said by teacher, I'll get 22.5/30)
HTECH: 38.5/50
FPATH: 36/50
MGEN: 38/50

I just realised it's all 36, 38 or half mark higher. Sighhhh. No 'A's this time.

Hate this sem.

Posted // 1:38 PM

Omg I was digging through leck's fb photos and I found our superrrrr old photos.

Okay today im going to post our very very old photos to show our evolution.

SORRY JUNE, LECKY AND SHUJUN.

This was two years back I think. LOL. Me with specs and June with her longgggggg hair. Lecky's still wearing braces( can't see though)

And omg, our hands are all in same position-.-

The tea session thing.

Lecky

Our dear dear sook ching.

Slacking during PE.

June so cute. HAHA

LOL, I LOVED CLOSING MY EYES when we were taking photos.zzz.

Haha I was trying to take Kleff and Wee Ming gaying at the back.

This was also quite some time back.

AT NYJC. When june came to crash((:

When we went back to collect O level results or what. In PP toilet~

6/7 outing.

2nd day of orientation at TP.

When we just began school life at TP.

During lecky's birthday.

Somewhere in june or sep, working at isetan

During POL-ITE.

Finally met up with shujun.

And finally the present.

Yep, hope you guys enjoyed looking at our OLD photos.

他曾经是我的偶像。

Posted Saturday, June 27, 2009 // 12:26 PM

昨天，

听到一则震撼的新闻

麦克杰逊 (Michael Jackson) 逝世了。

还记得

小时候很喜欢看麦克杰逊的MV,

时不时就把爸爸的抽屉打开，

找出麦克杰逊的LCD,

在电视上播放。

好几年过去了，

一直陪伴我们长大的麦克杰逊也慢慢的转变。

我也渐渐地，

不再崇拜麦克杰逊。

可能是因为对他很失望吧。

整容，漂白，性虐待儿童，

那么多的负面新闻

仿佛像细细刺刺的针一样，

刺破了我对这个偶像的崇拜，期望，仰慕。

他就这样，

从我的舞台

狠狠摔了一跤。

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相信每个人心中都有个偶像。

偶像，

是我们崇拜的人物，

也是我们的榜样。

可是，

当我们心中那么完美无瑕的偶像

竟然做出一些不可理喻的事情，

真的很让人觉得失落，失望。

他们的形象，

就这样几秒钟内，

一下下就被摧毁了。

Posted Thursday, June 25, 2009 // 6:36 PM

好高兴，

刚量了体重

45kg((:

可是，

还是看不出来长胖了吗。

前几天都在猛吃，拼命吃，一直吃。

别人都拼命减肥，我则是相反的。

把你们的肥肉都丢给我吧！

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有很多小事，

足以让我开心一整天。

同样的，

也时常为了鸡毛蒜皮的事情

搞得自己很不愉快。

不断的思考，

就是为了找寻答案，解答心中一连串的疑问。

总是不停的问自己，‘为什么会不高兴’

却没想到，

让我有那么多烦恼，

整天都不愉快的，

是我自己。

是时候让我的脑子歇一会儿了吧((:

Posted Tuesday, June 23, 2009 // 8:17 PM

Leckyyyyyy I miss you!

Sighhh second day of school.

Wasnt looking forward to school like how I felt last hols cause this hols is seriously short:(

And I look totally shagged these few days.
Colin said I look very cui without leckhui, haha.
Nah it's because presto's been a bad girl and stayed up late these few days.

From what I know, qiyun sleeps later than me, at like 3 or 4am and she's still so energetic.

Hmm trng this whole week and next monday will be at 8PM to 10.30PM.
Yes, super late and I almost died of fatigue yesterday, haha.
Plus contacts were super dryyyyyy cause I think I didnt soak them long enough because I kept wearing them until I was about to sleep.

Back still hurts a lot from trng. Sit too long, back pain. Stand too long, back also pain. arrr.
And I think I lost the zest for table tennis because Im not playing well. Everything isnt going well for me.
Coach is really disappointed with me, i can see. And I dont think I can and I will play singles anymore.

Totally confused throughout MGen lecture just now, think im gonna search internet about the whole prokaryote dna replication thing.

And the lecturer Dr Hu cant put pictures in our slides due to copyrights policy so we have to frantically copy and copy down the pictures but Dr Hu refused to give us ample time to copy.

I kept making the tsk tsk sound when he moved on to next slide when we have yet to copy finish. And there was once qiyun said 'wahlau' super loudly. Haha. And Dr Hu moved back to the slide we were copying. Thanks qiyun(: haha

No school tmr! But I think i better do some studying.

Posted Sunday, June 21, 2009 // 1:24 AM

Unsuccesful table tennis team outing. Only like 6 went-.-
Seriously waste of my smses, trying to plan and some DONT EVEN BOTHER TO REPLY. I dont have unlimited sms fyi.

Anyway we were all late and hoi shek was the earliest! Sorry to make you wait:((
The ktv was at bedok above the macs there. Called ...'cash' something. Didnt sound like it's a ktv zzz.

Colin and brandon singing in unison.

Hoi Shek and Brandon

Yun Jen and Yanjie both YJs

Yunjen with colin

kinda blurry,

Omg i forgot to say Yun Jen's singing sounds quite like leck's. those kind of cute cute voice.

Gosh and i seriously like to bully yunjen cause she's afraid of a lot of things.

Hoi Shek! He only sung 3 songs..aye. I sang my favorite 死性不改, cantonese song by twins and boyz IN FRONT OF HOISHEK. I must be seeking death cause Hoi Shek is from hongkong and naturally his cantonese is good. Think i got quite a few words wrong aye.

Yesterday!

Met Yuan Hui, Rachel tan and jyening at PP where we had lunch.

I just found out jyening is seriously presto times 1000000000. omg. We can die talking to her. Haha. I think Qiyun and aunty will splurt blood if they talk to her. Talking to me is bad enough.

Omg and something funny happened. Cause we were going to take our seats, and yuanhui and jyening said they wanted the cushion seat so I said,'Those seats are for kids only' and a girl sitting next table looked a me when I said that. Haha. She's a kid anyway.

Rachel Tan's close up shot. I just laughed at this photo for dont know how long cause I kept zooming into her eyes. LOL.

Jye ning with her shaved ice cream. LOL. She kept shaping her ice cream until it looked quite...like shit.

They studied at macs while i tried to do drawing of my objects for the freehand drawing hw.

Yuan Hui's got sharp nose! Quite rare to see. And you're lucky alright, bunny.

Rachel tan thinks this is quite unglam. But dont worry la, you look pretty at any angle. haha.

Jyening dont know doing what.

Okay jyening didnt take properly and partly cause outside was glaring. My only photo with bunny destroyed.

My sis says she's starting school the following week so i was like huh are you sure cause she said mine should be same as hers also. Panicking like hell. Too bad, mine is really starting this coming monday. I thought i made a mistake.

SP's got three weeks of hols, no fair. But their exams are after hols, HAHA. studying during hols is so not fun. it's HOLS, not for studying.

Posted Friday, June 19, 2009 // 12:50 AM

300th post.

Just had a sudden urge to read all my convos with my friends for the past year.
Friends that I dont even talk to now.
I remembered I enjoyed talking to shimin. But we dont talk now.

Well, many things have changed just within a year.

And then I came across my conversation with him. and I cant believe how I talked to him.
I seriously sounded, silly and so...自作多情。
Repeated questions. When I knew it was impossible between us.

I hated it when he didnt reply my msges. I hated him for telling me he liked me and I ended up liking him blindly. I hated him for not telling me he stopped liking me after I left nyjc.

Come to think of it, I lost my pride when Im always talking to him. I dislike it when I humiliate myself by doing stupid things.
For a year, I've been trying hard to be strong, lying to myself when I already knew the truth. I knew my efforts were going to be futile, yet I remained headstrong.

He told me what I didnt want to hear. He apologised.
He said he admired my courage.

But it wasnt courage, it was mere stupidity I know.

He didnt knew I had feelings. No one bothers anyway.

What a salty day.

Posted Thursday, June 18, 2009 // 11:17 PM

You know why it's a salty day?

Hung out with some G4 peeps today, among them was Wayne lim xian feng aka salty wind!
Then qiyun had salty popcorn (though it has nothing much to do with me)
and our fries at mac's was really salty. zzz.

Anyway, we were just wandering around thinking of what to do at ehub and we finally watched some movie that i dont even know the title. I think it was I love you something. Didnt really like it. I dont really like movies that are too grown up and with all the 'f'' here and there, talking about sex so openly, bla bla.

Yeah call me conservative alright.

Then we played some games at Nebo cafe, like taboo, pictionary and uno. Uno was the most fun game cause it was kinda exciting and we purposely sabotage one another(:

At first they were the losers of the day. Then yenny and I started losing. Prof sok still own us.