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Posted Sunday, March 7, 2010 // 10:39 PM
Firstly, I'll like to congratulate all my friends who did well and up to expectations for their A levels(:Im really proud of them. As far as I know, shujun had all As for her 4H2 which is applaudable! Tricia had 2As for her 2 H2 and a B for the other H2 and a A for her H1 Fongzhi had AAC/A. Im glad that all their hard work paid off(: Nevertheless, those who didnt do well..im not really good at consoling but I've also been through such times, in fact many times, where I didnt do as well as others. I felt useless, terrible and full of guilt why I hadnt study harder in the first place. But, what's the point of feeling full of remorse only after you get your results? I mean there's nothing you can do. You cant turn back time ( If I can, I would have done it many many times) Well, neither am I saying that you can go fool around and have fun and dont bother about your future. All you can do is pick yourself up from where you fell, and continue walking towards your goal. You have no idea how much I fear for the results to be released. I really dont understand why I never learn from my mistakes. GPA is dropping by a lot each semester and it never increases. I will never get into a local uni at this rate, so I was quite prepared to go overseas to get my degree. Sounds easy, but I know how heavy the financial burden will be then for my parents cause my sis is most prob going to study overseas too. Scholarship maybe will help but I dont think im eligible for it. Perhaps my mother was right. Mayb I should have just stuck with JC, slog my guts out, instead of worrying about what I should do after poly. I know very well that I've really slacked alot in poly, yet I cant pick myself up. Im like sinking deeper into a bottomless pit, and I can never get up . |
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